mein shayar to nahin....

i've heard people going mad in love,doing weird,impractical stuff..and i use to make fun of all this,till the time i myself got caught into it.well,it sounds a little filmy,but i've actually written something for my special someone on valentine's day..its not perfect but its from my heart....

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir !

ye khayal aksar aata hai humein,

ke woh jo humaarey khayaalon mein aatein hein,

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir ?

ke woh jo aatey hi humaarey khayaalon mein,

kuch kahi unkahi si keh jaatey hein,

ke jinki baaton ko hum sotey jaagtey sochtey hein,

jinnse kuch kehne ko hum roz kuch zubaan tak laatey hein,

par dil mein hi chup ho jaatey hein,

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir?

ke woh jo jinsey milney ko,

humaari nazrein tarasati rehti hein,

woh jinki awaaz mein hum apna naam talaashtey hein,

woh jinki ek muskuraahat par hum hazzaron baar

muskuraatey hein,

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir?

ye dil jaanana chahta hai,ki jinko ye sochta hai,

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir?

ye nazar jaanana chahti hai,jinhey dhoondati hai ye aksar,

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir?

hum jaanana chahtey hein,jinkey baarey hum itna kehtey hein.

kaun hein woh humaarey aakhir?

ab ye yakeen to hai humein,

ke jo humaarey zehain mein itney karib se lagtey hein,

woh aap hi hein.

to ab aap hi kahein,

kaun hein aap humaarey aakhir?

passion and expression

''Have feet,will dance'' is what Shiamak believes in and now all his students too believe in.dancing is not just a passion for me but it is surely a way of expression.when i dance all my emotions just fly with me,my heart soars so high that i am actually able to disconnect from the world,and my soul just smiles.its something so eternal that its beyond the explaination of words.being on stage gives me a sense of existence.more than the dance itself,being a part of Shiamak Davar Institute Of Performing Arts is something which creates a feeling of passion towards my dance.i joined this school in september2003 without realising that it will become an integral part of my life.
i've learnt some of the biggest things in my life at this place.sdipa has taught me that to be able to give love to others,i've to love myself first.it has made me learn how to respect my mind and most importantly my soul.and this in turn has helped me respecting others soul too.when we pray before our shows or classes,we are told to pray for others first,its just a small example of the kind of values that this place makes its students to believe in.and i have full faith in these values!
i know i will have to leave this institute soon,so i feel sad sometimes.however let me just enjoy and cherish every bit of time that i still have to spend here. as shiamak says ''To be content is a successful endeavor in itself, happiness seeps into life with self-realization, awareness and satisfaction'',lets see how far i go in understanding this truth of life!

life and love

hey folks! saw rang de basanti today.and it just rocks.its a movie made for the youth as well as the seasoned people of india.well without sounding like a preacher,i just want to say that let this movie ignite somthing inside you...lets make a promise to ourselves that before leaving this earth,we'll definitely give back something to this earth which has done so much for us!i want to share something else as well.i think i am falling in love.well i am 23 and its kind of strange that i am feeling it for the first time in my life.i feel like talking to him all the time,i want to listen to him,i want to do a lot for him,i am his best friend and i want to be there for him whenever he needs me.yet,somehow i am not sure whether this is what they call love is!.i'll let the time decide that for me and for him.for now,life is beautiful,lets just live it to the fullest !!